hmm,I am now charging my camera and waiting to update my blog,
during the free time,I just blogging my feeling ~
Specially needa thanks to someone which I couldn't list down here cause I don't want he/she KENA ~ hahahahaha !
Firstly I needa give him/her a big big kiss "" MWAHSSSSSS""
Cause he/she let me knew something that I never knows.
He/she let me found out something that I wouldn't know.
I want to treasure what I have.I want to shout out now and confidently said : I WANT TO BE THE BEST GIRLFRIEND OF ALEX LEE ~ ! I WON'T THINK OF OTHERS ELSE.
Yes,everyone got their shortcoming ~ Alex had too. He is bad in chinese,so whenever you argue with him using chinese,he will just pops out so much question mark in his little mind,and sometimes he will be so bluntness maybe of he couldn't catch my meaning,sometimes his word might hurt people's feeling,sometimes I get involve on being hurt and sometimes promoter,he didn't do it purposely but he just do it unpurposely ~ Sometimes I am just very fed up on his complaining on '' why you cut this hair? why you dye your hair? why you wear this heels? why you wear this dress ? why you take this coach ? why you put so strong make-up? '' he is just too much why and make me frustrated,and I will feel he really so un-satisfied with me and I will just answer him :: Shut the fuck off and find for a new gf !
Lol,I am always like that,cause too much of complaination which I couldn't correct it at once so I will just give-up. And he will start laughing ..
I think all of these is just a tiny problem that we can solve it.
And back to the topic,today,the he/she told me bout something pass,but I am glad to know it seriously, he told me my ex,he is like trying to tell others I am the one who stick with him and he is so unwillingly to have me this girlfriend.At that moment,I asked he/she, I said :: Can I know is when we still together or after ? And he/she just told me,IS WHEN YOU ALL TOGETHER AND THAT TIME I STILL ALWAYS POST OUT HIS PIC.
At that moment,I am stunned. And I paste to cyrus see our conversation,Cyrus get mad too.And the next word that came to me was,he told everything to his mum and his mum even said that : I feel my son so kesian always get the girl sticked so hard.
I am like .. FUCK !
I came out with many question mark.Cause he told me how he hate my another ex bf when he heard him said bout my bad.
But I am doubting do you do the same thing now ?
And last time,you told me that you feel like slapping my another ex but now? OMG ! I just couldn't believe it ~
He/she still comfort me and asked me do not cry,of course I didn't cry,I feel myself so useless if I cried.And I even have no any feeling except of mad mad mad ! hahahahahaah ! but yea,as bell's blog write.Forgive and forget =)
I write here,state here is because I wanna re-read it when I grow older,and this would help me keep as a lesson. =)
I told Evyonne and Cyrus and my hubbie cause today we go to sgwang.
and Cyrus said :: I also know he is not a good thing.
Evyonne:: I though he was good but actually. OMG !
Hubbie : No much comment.
And me :: OMG！havent断奶~
But it all pass =)
But I wanna thanks to the one ~ who told me this,if he/she get any consequences,I will feel regret on posting it out,so I didn't wrote on who is him/her.But I really will feel he/she helps me a lot.Thanks,and I love you lots ! =)
