Sunday, June 14, 2009

Shogun shogun =D

♥Last time at SUNWAY PYRAMID.shogun with family♥

This is my brother's girlfriend.
Her birthday is coming soon.
AND
I have given her the present.
Hope u will like it.
Muacks ♥





Shogun time with my baby evon ♥
Gosh,u know what time i wake up?LOL.7.30AM cause my lovely baby evon say she will be reach on that time,so i set alarm but u know the actual time she reach?9 o'clock.Gosh .. Then I am very tired on the whole day shopping,after practising piano,then i make up and wear my hair extension,after doing all those,we walked down to the guard house,luckily meet my brother ,then he fetch me to the bus station and we take taxi go,thanks gorgor =D
U know the taxi fees go and back? It's about RM60. gosh, NO CHEAT.
1 Utama,not a good place for shopping for me,But ROXY is having promotion and i buy a bag for my brother's girlfriend,cause her birthday is coming soon,and hope u will like it,
muaks ♥
Due to we too early reach the place,so we have a walk and looking for the clothes and bags =D
Have a nice walk =D
TOILET ♥ CAMWHORE





Taxi ♥ Camwhore



SHOGUN ♥ CAMWHORE


A little present for my brother's girlfriend.
muacks ♥

Tell u the truth,peppermint is always the best choice.
I hearts peppermint icecream.
Muacks ♥


I know what this girl like.
CHEESE CAKE,
Cause she finished up the cheese cake i take to her.
gosh.and she demand me for the 2nd time.
GOSH.but she qualified to eat so,cause she is slim.
muacks♥

She love oyster too,but i not really enjoy it.
Cause i dunlike the taste. ♥
The first time i go out and take .
I love thai cuisine.
AND the food here is creme de la creme.
CAN compare with those big hotels =D
Muacks..heart SHOGUN ♥

I have a happy happy DAY ♥

TO: my baby evon

Thanks for always pamper me, hEhe,i can still remember how u comfort me when I am sad,facing failure in the relationship,u always remind me not being too pure and be easy cheated by guys,though i have made much of wrong decision and being stubborn for not listen to ur advice,but u still not to leave me alone,and u no scold me before nor being no manners to me before,i appreciate to have u as my friend , and u promise me the first u fetch after getting license will be me,u know?i really feel touch.Thanks for always be by my side,and thanks for your parents always fetching me,I LOVE U . my baobei =D

Saturday, June 13, 2009

心情很不好

我几时才可以比较成熟?到底几时才会了解到人间的险恶?

我不懂,为什么事情总是没有我想的单纯,单单纯纯就是笨蛋吗?或许,我永远都会人缘不好,也觉得是家庭背景的关系,温室里的小花就是那样吧?妒忌心?从来没有,有的只是羡慕,羡慕了后,或许会想办法得到,就好像,小的时候,别人有电话,自己也想有吧,那就是我唯一的不好了,然而,至于到妒忌别人到去讨厌他,还没试过,我大半会讨厌人的原因,是因为,他们讨厌我先,或是,人很假,所以我讨厌。

我不是玩偶,我讨厌被利用,如果是因为,在我身上,能认识到你要认识的人,你才和我打好关系,我会很讨厌你,我希望,我心中一路来的朋友,是缘分认识的,不用任何的原因,就只因为臭味相同,就能成为好朋友,然而我珍惜我没一段友情,但是,我就是不懂,为什么那么多人喜欢讲我坏话。真的让我很很很------dulan!《不爽》

你们说的东西都不会离开那几样的:他人很假,身为好班惨坏班的学生,简直格格不入,整天粗粗鲁鲁,和男生打来打去,还开放,你说,他到底是不是处女~~~你们的话题,都不会离开这个的,是吧?然而,我上台唱歌-----你们就会说,好像自己很厉害那样,穿得好暴露,不象话。等等等等

如果我说,我没被伤害,你们信么?

或许你们会觉得我很爱,大大声问,谁要妒忌你哦,不知丑。

我一样一样回答你们,

谁要妒忌你?
你们咯,那些我不明白妒忌心是从哪里来的人,证明在于,补习老师,连我gantung sekolah的事情都懂,然而,好笑的是,说我什么打老师,对阿,我打老师,还打校长,管你们屁事,不妒忌,来管我干吗?干吗那么喜欢说我坏话?就离不开我的话题?还是没有我你们生存不了?补习老师,连我的部落都懂,证明你们还真的很关心我,真的是谢谢,我今天写有关yuhua 被band的事,很快你们就问校长,好啊!你们是没脑的动物?在学校那么久,察觉不出来有问题?就要等我写了后,你们才觉得要和校长讨论?那别人的重点说成是自己的问题?好笑,哈哈哈哈!

我人很假?
超级假,最假的就是伪装自己不拆穿你们的假面目,如果论假,都还真的是和你们差了一定的距离,必须先你们多多学习,怎样在我面前问我,mascara怎样搽才会美?背后呢?就说,他好像自己很厉害那样,很好笑,过后就剪我头发,在过后呢,更好笑,和我说话,装作没事,和我说,如意啊,我看到你的考卷在那里,在过后,我已经没有说你了,你还要在你朋友面前不断说我,然后,我一经过你们班,就好像有说不完的话,到底是我假还是你,真的不懂?

我格格不入?
不入就不入,我就喜欢和不喜欢读书的人做朋友,因为他们人格够真,最重要的是,他们没有狗的眼睛,不像你们,狗眼看人低。我爱参他们,管你们屁事?又轮到你们管,不做我父母,真的是浪费也~~

我是不是处女?
很好奇哦,对吗?我好歹都拍拖了7次,不能怪,我有人要,不像你们,至少,我没有恶毒的心,整天去唱人,你不觉得,你在唱人的时候,真正有脑的人,不会被你的举止影响,而只是会对你的人格产生负面,那么想懂,告诉你们,是无不可对人言,我并没有性经验,不过他对我并不陌生,我不会对有性过的人产生异型眼光,我没有你们的自认清高,我虽然没有那样子,但我会去明白别人的感受,我永远都觉得,人与人的想法,是不同的,不要轻视任何的人,会对大家都好,所以我参的人,很广,因为,我并没有好像你们那样,什么物以类聚,我不是物品,而应该是说,大家都是人,为何不能参?

整天和男生打来打去?
对阿,女生妒忌心强,我参不进,最讨厌就是心理战,在还没打战之前,我就可以升白棋,因为,我不会玩心理战,可能我很直,所以,也不用猜,我又没有说骗话,除了骗我妈妈,我都没骗人了,因为,偏人很累人,一个骗话,要用太多的骗话去掩饰,所以,我懒惰,我不说骗话的~我和男生打来打去,不代表我在和他们有暧昧,只是,我们的沟通方式,我不是在发桥,如果发桥,我一定不会打来打去,我会撒娇,我通常只会和我喜欢的长辈撒娇,好像我爸爸,男朋友或喜欢的人偶尔会,但是,不是你们所谓的打来打去~

我上台唱歌的事?
我四岁开始接触钢琴,虽然我不热爱,是爸爸逼得,但是,我家里上下,除了父母,没人不是第八集,虽然,那不代表什么,但是,我有音乐基础,至少,如果你喜欢唱歌,觉得可以比我好,你可以报名表演,不用在背后说我,我在意,是因为,我付出了努力去练习,却没得到别人的肯定,所以我心痛,但是,我对我的表演,是有信心的,至少,我得过奖,我一路来都不觉得,我唱得很差,就算不是很好,都不是很差,这不是自大,是信心的一种,如果,你们认为,我很高傲,大可以不接近我,多一个朋友不多,反正,我一路来都认为,真心的朋友,只要几个,就够了,这也是,我不喜欢结交朋友的重点,因为,太多朋友,会引起我顾不来 =w=

粗鲁?
从来没有否认过我不粗鲁,不过,遇到一个,能改我的人,我愿意改,所以,我承认,我是粗鲁的 =D

好了,就希望,你们不用给我任何评语,不想听了,说了,舒服了。晚安~

Friday, June 12, 2009

=D

Early in the morning , I accompany my sister to redo her hair due to her hair was looked so messy,therefore,we have a visit to my cousin saloon again.Of course I did think to straighten my hair but due to my mummy was not agree with it and I also satisfied with the hair and scare on regret after doing so,hence,i no do anything on my hair.=D

After that we continue our journey to our lunch,at bukit anggerik,CHU CHIONG FEN.hEHE.always the best choice,the ever best dishes,LOL.I still can remember i was always eat the CHU CHIONG FEN that made by this uncle in my childhood.Really memorable.

Tuition time is near,so i headed to my centre.Meet my baby EVON.muaks muaks! Hehehe,have a long term didnt meet u,after tuition for a while,i escape from the centre cause i feel inside the air conditioning was so-damn-cool and i headed to seven eleven to buy some food,TRANSFAT TRANSFAT....LOL. then the 2 sss guys , the one who just friend with me a decade ago,demand me for get them a hotdog,GoSH,i call them to buy so,they say lazy to walk.== I looks like maid?DO i? GOSH,i help them buy norhs =D then they wanna pay me back I am just don't wan,I dunno what's the reason i DON'T WANT,I just keep on refuse to take the money,maybe is not an big amount so just dont care about it =D One of them today have a nice hair,looks sharp and really attractive, and his shirt is same like TEH XIAO BIE shirt that wear in my birthday that day.gOsh,suddenly feel u can compare with me BELOVED TEH XIAO BIE =D gosh.LOL.then the other one,i would like to apologize for being too SAMPAT.LOL.cause when he say that he having some family problem,me this SAMPAT PO go and say,what's the problem?huh?why? After realise it I feel myself was being so-damn-busybody and is that any hell related to me.GOSH,right after the moment,i realise it and call he SWITCH ON BLUETOOTH,thinking wanna apologize but dunno he not hear it or what , he just ignore,or maybe he was too concentrate on teacher teaching so he not realise la,I am okays,But just,sorry here yea =D I am really not purposely =D sorry sorry =D

Hmm,after that ,the tuition class end,MR Chin nearly throw out my bag out today =D Gosh,worry about it,but just,ur class was too cold AND I don't know what u talk about,but is my problem,cause i always be useless student =D cannot be deny that u are such a good teacher not just good but pretty excellent, =D heheheh =D

After come back from centre, I feel so tired and sleep until 10pm =D gosh.And sms Alvan, not really know how to describe about him,but one of his message hurt me and I am still remember what's the message about,But everything will be fine,just maybe don't so rely on him will be better.Peace =D

烦恼



如果我说,我很多烦恼,你们会相信吗?怎么信嘛,连我自己也不信,虽然称不上很有钱,但是都算是一个不忧愁吃的家庭,不用去打工赚钱,只是需要读好书,那难吗?

其实,每个人都有不同的想法,或许姐姐回来了,我们聊的问题也越多了,越来越觉得,在一个不愁吃的环境下长大的孩子,还真的是不中用,包裹我在内。姐姐回来已久,还没有找到工作,每一次的面试,总是失败,人家问他,你会吗?他就会老实答,不会。然而,我们就说了,如果你不会,也应该答会,因为,如果你答不会,或许别人就不会录取你,你连进公司做工的机会也没有,或许你骗了,可能就会得到一个机会来证明你的实力,那时再学,也不迟的,然而,他就会说,我不会骗人,澳洲人的生活不是那样的~~~等等,然而,哥哥丢垃圾,他就会很愤怒的说,废柴,没有捡垃圾还要丢,然而,其实很多人都是丢垃圾的,包裹我吧,这个也是一种很平常的现象吧,很想知道,她那么的好人,为什么找不到工,为什么就没有人欣赏他的好,一个公司,不就是要找一个不会欺骗,而会很用心付出的人吗?她哪里不附和了。然而,他每次面试,都缺乏信心,是因为,她害怕它许下的承诺不能达到,它永远害怕,他付出不到给公司,但是,现在的人,还有多少个,是那么想,都不是在想公司可以给他们什么的吗?我的姐姐,就是那么的善良,而我害怕,她会被人欺负,人善被人欺,欺善怕恶,种种的原因,然我担心他了,而他开始会犹豫,到底回来马来西亚,是否就是一个错,当初,我也很期望他回来马来西亚的,所以,我很想告诉他,不是错,所以我也很尽量的问人,到底可不可以帮上一点小忙,但是,还是没有,再想起,他以前怎样帮我,带我出去玩,帮我骗妈妈,给我去玩,然我更加惭愧,我完全帮不到他,就不断地和她说,不要那么善良,要有自信,这是唯一能为他做的吧!姐姐!加油!你一定能的!

今天,早上,我睡到很迟,起来后,才知道亲戚那里,发生了惊天动地的新闻,虽然,事不关己,但是,全家都好像在为这件事感到很伤感,我的表姐,离家出走了,他已是一位30+岁的人,做人的道理,我都不会,不应该轮到我来批评,但是,如果他可以做少一点这些东西出来,我应该回去还神,她的妈妈,我的大姨,年龄都一把了,还在为他操劳,他和一个有暴力倾向的老公离了婚,现在又在找一个有暴力倾向的男朋友,难道真的那么喜欢被打?然而,那些男的,又不会赚钱,他自己又算很美,做么就是找到那样的人,以前,拍过拖的次数,又很多,为什么看人还是不会精一点,生了一个女儿,丢给妈妈照顾,还在执迷不悔,所妈妈偏心,对阿,你妈妈真的偏心,不过是偏向你那里!然而,妹妹嫁到好的,就整天妒忌,今早,就和妹妹吵,丢鞋子,你几岁了?打架?打死了,你开心吗?妹妹帮你几多?你会比我们更清楚吗?我是小辈,没有资格骂你,因为论辈分,论学历,论会想,都是你爸爸,妈妈,我爸,我妈,其他亲戚,都还没轮到我,所以,我不会骂你,但是,我都比你会想,你再想想你做的东西,到底好要连累多少人,但你的女儿,看到你和你妹妹骂架,而你妹妹的女儿两个,加起来,3个小孩子,看到两个他们的妈妈骂架,会造成怎样的心理恐惧,你又懂么?你女儿吓倒的时候,要抱你妈妈,她婆婆,你却说,不要靠近婆婆,百思不透,婆婆做错了吗?你妈妈又害过你吗?我不懂,你到底要怎样,但是,如果你继续那样,你一定不会幸福,虽然,我性格不是很好,脾气很臭,也没有资格批评你,但是,我真的打从心理瞧不起你,因为,你没有了解到家人对你的爱,我真的很讨厌你!你今天带了你女儿离开,你有能力抚养她么?他是无辜的,希望你不要再一直打他,他很可怜!是你当初要生的,没人逼你,请别把自己的女儿当出气筒,在你和你妹妹吵架的时候,你女儿是唯一一个帮你的人,她才5岁,却会保护你,大大声喊:你们不要骂我妈妈。我希望,你也会学习他,把她给你的爱,相对给他,毕竟,他是你女儿。

唉,不懂这些东西,还要闹到什么时候,但是,我希望,可以没事。

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Happy haPpy day =D ♥Pavillion♥

♥The Day with My beloved girls♥
First of all,wish u all can enjoy in ur beauty fair.GAMBATEH =D
Muaks.
Hmm.Yesterday i hang out with girl,wei,bb,wenwen.We went to Pavillion.First time meet Wenwen,nice girl she is,she is caring and always ask me with the way of smooth,
''Will u feel bored?''feeling of touched remain in my heart and I would like to say thanks and I am really enjoy when the day with u all,babies.
Thanks for weiwei fetching me,=D And thanks for the chocolate chips from BB =D muaks,
It is nice and I enjoy it =D
Thanks for baby girl,she gave me a purse that I like it so much and I change it immediate as well.cause i really love it so much =D muaks.
Due to my parents were not in,so i go YAMCHA session =D
Hehehe =D can out till nights,so sad it was Monday if not we will headed to club? =D
Hmm,let's picture do the talk =D
My love always.
Girl =D muaks.


Bb-bubu
the name of us.muaks.



Weiwei & Bubu
♥muaks.
Hope u will be allright =D
The caring Wenwen =D
♥ muacks ♥
Gaigai ♥
The Only mamak session photo.
bb,see i so sayang u,
captured u only =D
muaks ♥
While they were discussing where to go.
Yamcha?steamboat?
LOL.♥
CHOcolate ♥
Toilet's time =D
♥breakfast is good for health♥
The Pro in driving.Though a bit speedy.♥

Continue with the yamcha session.I know a girl named XIAO JUN.Seriously,she is a bit active but she is very friendly.♥ Glad to have u as my friend too.

And i meet liying,we meet before in OLd towN when my birthday right,LOL,when the moment i see u will not feel strange,Hehehe,and feel warm =D hope we can yamcha again and i like u cause u are so true to me. ♥Muaks =D

After that we headed to futsal,first time of going there,a new experience for me and a Male friend of them fetch us back,LOL.sorry for spoilt up ur window =D Hope u don't put it in ur heart and i know u won't =D And xiao Jun was even worst on spoiling it,but if u ask for my payment,i will give u too,but i know u wont =D thanks for fetching me back too yea ♥

=D

虽然有些事情,不能事以愿为,但是,过去了的爱情,就像是风正断了的线,怎样找也找不回,放下会对大家比较好,留下美好的做回忆,感觉一定很好,宝贝们,坚强 ♥