Wednesday, June 30, 2010

流泪·····

在新的环境读书,真的很不好···
我想念我的中学···
至少是妈妈载我去学校,每天妈妈叫我起床··
每天到学校就找zhu xiang他们,谈些有的没的··
然后去到班上就和cyrus讲话,不然就是april,还有amanda yan和kevin··
但是现在,全部都是回忆··
记得cyrus总是帮我做project,功课总是不用交··
考试除了讨论还是讨论,根本就没有读也不会死··
罚站就全部一起··
dicipline犯规,和人吵架都没有关系··

但是现在··
哭·························································

我只有一个朋友···
我每天都比较依赖她···
但是我也不懂她有没有当我是很好的朋友啦··
但是我和他还蛮好的···
其他的···能免讲话的··就免了···
assignment的meeting···有时候因为某些原因··
我会miss掉··就连很多课我都没有上··
但是,如果说跟不跟到的话··我相信是还可以过到···
只是想寻找一个没有那么正经的朋友··偶尔可以和我玩玩的都没有··
每天去到学校只想快一点放学··
我根本就在那里有着一种陌生的感觉和面对很多陌生的人··

我害怕老师···
我害怕同学··
我只想逃避··
很多学生都很厉害··
虽然我也不觉得我有很差··
但是自己的没自信把自己弄得很糟糕···
我不适合和人交朋友,因为我害怕人类的虚伪··
我不喜欢双面人,也因为我不懂你们那一个是,哪一个不是,
所以我选择逃避完全··那样我就不会受伤害··
然而··
寂寞的时候···看到你们的吵吵闹闹··难免也会羡慕··

记得有几次和同学的沟通··
虽然只是很短暂··但是也已经算是记得珍惜的回忆··
哈哈··
有一次,我的电话在班上响了···
但是却因为卡住了而按不掉那个声音··
所以班上的几个学生,就是比较活泼的男同学都唱了--papa,paparazzi~
哈哈哈~还有一个同学和我说:ei,paparazzi~哈哈哈啊!~

还有一次,就是我和一位女同学接手机电池,很谢谢她愿意借我,
然后隔壁的一位男同学却说:现在有电话是太阳能的..我却不懂要给他什么反应,但是,是蛮开心因为有人和我说话吧~

冷藏自己并没有很好受··
但是我却选择了,因为,我觉得那会比受伤害来的好受···

我很害怕,我很不想面对学校的生活··谁能救救我?

Saturday, June 26, 2010

~~~♥♥♥ ShoRtie Hair Princess.

New hair-cut. New LIFE.
A concentration love with my hubbie. Hiroaki SANG! ~ LOL.
He helped me cut my hair... I love IT so so so muchhhiiiieeee ~~~♥♥♥

Camwhore since I make-up.
I didn't wear my fake-lashes for sometimes..
OUCH..
But nevermind,I can still alive with the only Eyeliner ... bUaHahaha !


With the little hubbie..
Crazying ... ~~~♥♥♥

I am saying Bye-Bye to you guys.
Heading to wangsa walk with Love and Love Daughter. ~~~♥♥♥

Who IS THE MAMEEEEE ?
Hiroaki handa ==

This is the movie we watch... ~~~♥♥♥
Just so so..

And I watched this also. with hubbie in pahlawan..
Uhmmmppph.
Sex and the city 1 is betta =)

~~~♥♥♥

~~~♥♥♥Pavillion

18th of JUNE
Went to Pavillion with the love and Kevin ~~~♥♥♥
Main reason was searching for my brother's gf's birthday present.
We have no any idea and just keep on came out from this and that shops.
OMG. I had visited a shop named ' swarovski ' and there are selling tons of delicate crystals.
I am thinking to buy it for my brother's gf but it was slightly out of the budget we plan to.
So I just leave the shop with BYE-BYE. LOL.
And I did aim a necklace which I had tell my hubby it was so nice . LOL.
But seriously and truthfully,I am just tell it without any reason like I always tell him do.

At last we reached Swatch's shop and we decided stop our step here and buy it.
Due to the price is quite reasonable and the watch is quite classy.
So I bought it with the price of RM220.But actually our budget is <200.
Haha. But nevermind,cause my brother's gf always pamper so much too =)
So it's the time I pay for her,just hope she could treasure and like it =)
Suying. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! ~~~♥♥♥
I LOVE YOU ~~~♥♥♥


We walk and walk and walk,until starving like hell.
Of course,these few days we go through lots of trouble and unhappiness .
For me is just like , I am keep giving backstabbing , bla-bla-bla.
But for my hubby, he needa pay effort to get close with KL,get familiar with everythings.
And for Kevin,he is just having some little arguements with room-mates.
Therefore, we decided pamper ourself with a satisfied dinner and hope we could really enjoy it.

My choice ~~~♥♥♥
DRAGON-I
Yummy,always and always... ~~~♥♥♥


I will not forget to try this, XIU LONG BAO~
YUMMM YUMM.. It was just a starter for us or can said as appertizer ~

This is the cold-dish. Japanese Cucumber ~
OMG, I am just addicts on it, I finished up almost half plate of it,
usually I hate vege but this is just so perfect to me.. YUM YUM.. Haha.


Hot-dishes.
Toufu and also DONG BO YOK ~
Haha. both of it are delicious, Licking fingers.
LOL

and now ~
The dessert with watermelon flavours =D
~~~♥♥♥

I did enjoy our dinner so much.
Satisfied,sweet,happy ~ ~~~♥♥♥ It is just excellent and pretty nice especially the~~CUCUMBER! HAHA!
And we carry on our journey. ~~~♥♥♥


We have our movie ...
LOVE IN A PUFF.
To be honest . It was not really nice.
But I enjoyed the moment hubby hug me in the cinema.
Thanks hubby for the caring always and always =)

The next target of us :::::
HAHA. Planning to watch in Gold-class since we didn't try it before.
wOhohoho ~~~♥♥♥

This is the end day of pavillion..
Thanks my god-brother , How Chee Weng for fetching us back.
Too bad he couldn't join us for movie but as he said,he will only be caring on me and do whatever he could and he should do for me,but he won't have entertainment like watching movies,singing K,or clubbing with me. I am just don't know why ! haha

Kevin overnight together with us =)
And cheeweng send us back to Prima Setapak ~ ~~~♥♥♥


In a sudden,
when I am face-book ing, My hubby suddenly hug me from the back,
and take out something for me .

I am like ? OMG.
I see the wrapping and I could clearly re-call the brand ... SWAVORSKI .
The necklace I looking for ? My mind was doubt on that...
And actually I am slightly blush and don't know how to response on that cause I though he never leave me before in the walk except he go to toilet and I do so too ?
HAHA. I am just feel so touching. Thanks darling ~~~♥♥♥ You are just so sweet to me !


And he give me this too. Cause he know and I know that , MY EYELINER HABIS ALREADY.
hahahaha ! Etude- house, my always choice ~

At last only I knew that he ordered Kevin to buy it when we are shopping in QuikSilver shop and Kevin was lying on me he going to look what shows is coming up soon. Arghhh ~
LOL.
Angry with Happiness. Touching with loveliness ~
Mwahs ! ~~~♥♥♥

End of my day, the softly my hubby told me 2 months anniversary were arround the corner and this is the present he gave me =) AND. Thanks s0 much Hubby . I LOVE YOU ~~~♥♥♥

The Next Day :::::::
19TH of June

I wear my necklace out ~
LOL. happy happy !!!
I remember I did go clubbing too , but seriously I forget all the dates due to my late-updates and my memories lost ... OMG.
but it's okay..I know I go maison and I know I come back home safely and I know I didn't drink any alcoholic and didn't smoke. I am good girl as always my hubby call me. My guaiguai de baby oii~ hahahaha !


Before I go for the club ::
having a picture with my hubby,due to his short hair,he don't wanna face ppl.
Kesian punya comel~amboi~~~ ~~~♥♥♥

We ate sushi in the afternoon in Leisure Mall. The picture we captured.

We are keep on,sushi-king,Mc-Donald,Us Pizza,Dragon-I,old town,station 1,uncle John... and lots of japanese restaurant more which I forget the shop's name. Arghhh.. I wan home-made.
I am really feel tasteless with WESTERN FOOD,FAST-FOOD,AND JAPANESE FOOD..
I need some home-made soup and steam-fish to survive. I MISS COD-FISH BADLY !!
baby,we learn cooking together okok ? haha


We watched this in leisure mall.
I love this movie so much ! ~~~♥♥♥
I am proud of u XIOA DRE. Mwahs !

This is the picture when we playing cooking mama in the kitchen.
Baby and I ..
HAHA.
LET'S SPOIL THE KITCHEN UP ~
muahahahahaha ! Devil Or Evil ?
nonono ! We are always angels !!! =)


Okay guyss..wait for the second blog... so fast and so soon I promise. Maybe just few hours or minutes later ?? bout my shortiies hair?? yeah yeah !

Buh-Bye ! I MISS YOU GUYS. MWAHS !

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

~~~♥♥♥近况

我中了二奖~~~♥♥♥
我中字了 ,虽然,我只是买50仙..哈哈~
算是我幸运的一次吧,2259,谢谢你~
本来买之前,已经向上天祈祷说如果中了,一定会把全部的钱,
去买那个我想要买给宝贝的礼物~但是,食言了...
对不起老天爷~这完全是因为宝贝说应该要把钱存起来,可能以后有急事可以帮得上忙,
毕竟流动资金不多了~恩~会乖的丫~

宝贝送了我一份礼物,迟点才放上来,卖个关子~=)

呼...
今天我们过了好漫长的一天....
我相信宝贝的心里一定比我难过千百倍 ..
因为我的漫长是来自我感觉到他的难过...
虽然他伪装得很好,但是身为他肚子里面的虫小姐我,
不多不少也会感觉到,很庆幸此刻我有机会陪在他身边~
原来那辆车子,在我心里也是有留下一个位子,只是我今天看到他了才发觉,
虽然心中有舍不得,但是,算了吧,我们笑笑的向它挥挥手,
属于它身上的音响我们也不拆,只希望它能找到一个比我们更疼爱它的主任~
有那么一刻,我很怨恨你,但是,现在并没有了,forgive&forget..
这是我教我宝贝的,也谢谢你今天的绝情,所以我能轻而易举的把你在他心里的位置删除,
好让他现在完全属于我的,那些小钱,算了吧~ =)

今天,也因为我们过了漫长的一天,
所以,我给宝贝送上的两个月礼物就是现在,
一间还算豪华舒适的旅店,好让过了漫长一夜的我们,
能好好的睡一晚吧~ =)

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Removed my ChatBox ~~~♥♥♥

Baby,Don't angry me on doing this okay ? ILY

Yea,people who are close to me always know my behaviour,
and will know my innocence on being undeserved.
But who cares ? I just have few VIP in my life and that is only the people I CARE !
Sorry,I am just so selfish.

But , there is too much people care on me,
Even some people can even care until SPAM MY CHATBOX.
jealousy ? enviness ? IDK.
But I am appreciate u keep visiting my blog and INCREASE MY AMOUNT OF VISITOR.
IF U WERE MAD WHEN U READING THIS .
THANKS AND CONGRATZ. u are damn it jealous me.
Jealous my NO FEELING on ur spam and this is all because I AM HAPPY WITH MY LIFE WITH MY LOVE ONE AND MAKE ME FEEL I DON'T NEED TO PUT A FUCK ON U.

The reason I delete my CHATBOX?
I don't like the feeling of heartache,especially the silence heartache from my LOVED DARLING.
Baby,I know you will feel unhappy when u saw all of these shits,so,I delete it.
You hate I delete it cause U feel I done nothing wrong and WHY I NEED TO DELETE IT.
but for me,I am actually fight for nothing,those ppl are not the people in my world.
They are just not even can be seen by my eye.
So,forget bout them and just don't let them get into my life,don't let them spam me.

MY lovely CHATBOX.
Thanks for ur accompaniment for these one years plus.
Sorry for deleting you,blame those retards but don't blame ur owner ok?
ILY TOO. Muahahahaha ! ~~~♥♥♥

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

dulan

I couldn't hide my feeling anymore...
Maybe I will used up rude words , couldn't control anymore.

I will mad I will care is because I care you before.
BUT WHAT THE HELL YOU DOING NOW?
Everyone has their own limit~ Don't too over.

You asked , You wanna know , Cause you concern me or can known as CONCERNED US.
I KNOW!

We used to be the twins.
U sit behind me when we study~
WE PLAY.WE HAD FUN.
our mind is always stick together.
Even sometimes we can use heart to communicate and know each others need.

BUT NOW! FUCK YOU !
CIBAI. I ALREADY VERY ENOUGH OF THAT.

U go and ask EYVONNE what is going on.
And U HATE MY BF.
okay,fine,I understand.

AND YOU HATE HIM UNTIL CAUSE OF HE IS BESIDE ME,
YOU ORDERED ME NO NEED TO VISIT YOU.
HE DIDNT DO ANYTHING WRONG~
but okay fine,i respect,i know your misunderstand,
so I call him wait me outside and i still go find you ~
and I said already I will explain to you ~
but when I wanna know whats the hell is going on,
U told me and you end up with the word '' maybe you could explain all these but i dun wanna hear any of ur explaination ''
I HAVE HEARTED TO EXPLAIN WITH YOU EVERY SINGLE THING BUT U DUNWAN LISTEN.WHAT THE HELL CAN I DO ?
I GOT HEART EXPLAIN BUT U DUN WAN HEAR.
OKAY. SUAN.

AND U SAID I AM BLIND AND CALL ME DUN REGRET AFTER I BREAK UP.
but i had told you all my arguement with friends is not INCLUDE HIM EVEN A LITTLE.
BUT U SAID i am blind.
and you have MISUNDERSTAND ME SO MUCH BUT YOU IGNORE MY EXPLAINATION.
DO U KNOW YOU ARE UNDESERVING ME ?

okay fine. MAYBE U ARE ON THE FIRE AND I SHOULD IGNORE UR WORDS.
I AM HURT BUT I FEEL STILL WE HAVE CHANCE TO BE BACK LIKE USUAL.

and after I knowing al the truth I WANNA TELL YOU.
AND U WALL IN FACEBOOK WHAT 7?
YOU SAID OUR SHITS U NOT INTERESTED,NOT TO BOTHER YOU ANYMORE BOUT THESE SHITS.but previously u are the one who ask,and cause of these shits u DELETE ME FROM FACEBOOK.

WHAT THE HELL I HAVE DONE WRONG AND U HAVE QUALIFIED TO GIVE UP OUR FRIENDSHIP? I TRY TO FIX BUT U KEEP ON IGNORE ME.

U ARE THE ONE WHO DON'T APPRECIATE OUR FRIENDSHIP.

and I just know all the truth is came out from which BITCH.
i had warn you .
u wan listen or not is ur hell business.

U ARE THE ONE WHO DUN APPRECIATE THIS FRIENDSHIP.
LET'S SEE,
IN THE FUTURE,
U ARE THE ONE WHO BLIND OR ME.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

♥ 云顶记

看看我的收获,哈哈~
有没有美美?有没有多多?
哈哈哈~有丫~我们全部人一起买的丫~
可爱的丫~muackssss


你看这个小孩子的头发,可爱吗?哈哈哈~
嘻嘻~
我们上云顶去了,谢谢loksam载我们丫~
也遇到了candy,我们之前就认识了~很有缘的再次相遇~⋯^^

哎~
就那样~
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其实本来真的很多东西写的,但是我现在的心情真的很负面~
真的,可以体会到一种想讲但是讲不出的感觉~
我真的很辛苦,对你付出的,真的很多~(不是我的男朋友阿~)哈哈~
但是,一切都无言了~
哎~拜拜==

Sunday, June 13, 2010

不安♥

近来真的发生了很多事··心里真的很不安···
很多东西的发生··真的不是可以用言语去解释··
就算解释了··就算很直接的说··或许有些人还是会误导它原有的意思··
到最后··累了···懒惰了··就不说了··
当你不说的时候··别人却会觉得··没话说了吧?知错了吧~
难丫···

解释··
真的不是一件很容易的事情··
但是··如果我对一件事情有了解释··代表我对你这个人是重视的··
因为我不会管别人怎样看我··只会去在意我在意的人怎样看我··
因为我不要误会的发生··

不过··有些东西·真的是很难··
不是眼看到的··是不会明白的··听回来的东西··和自己想的东西··
未必是全部··

能说的,只是那样···

但愿你今天在FACEBOOK删除了我,是对的选择··
你可以为了这些你搞不清楚的小事情忘记了我们全部的曾经···
虽然我很气,很想在你面前大骂··
但是,算了··
都没有用了··




*幸好大事小事都有你在我身边··
谢谢你··老公~
哈哈··第一次看到我在部落写老公这两个字吧~哈哈~
英文的‘HUBBIE'就有写过··但是‘老公’这两个字还是第一次写~哈哈~
谢谢··谢谢···

Thursday, June 10, 2010

These days..

Recent life...

There is really kinda lots of problems happen these days until I really feel hard to breath.
But it feels really good when you know you are not alone.
No matter what's the problem is,my love one will always beside me,take care of me,comfort me,hug me tight even comfort me into sleep.
Lying on his shoulder really feels good and even can release all my stress and tension.

In deep inside my heart and my mind,I know and I could feel his insecure-ness.
I really don't know what could I do to help him but just I am happy for everything he do for me.
Sometimes,he will get fustrated and maybe he will have some hot-temper,
but it is not that serious,maybe he will just get so silence and don't feel to say a word.
In such a moment,I'll really use up all of my energy,do what I can and what I could for him.

In friendship and family-ship,I had give up to put effort on it.
Just let it be and everything just follow as what they want.
I will not care on it anymore.
Should be said that I have tried before to put some effort on it but can be said that all of the effort I put was just can't be seen by them.
Cyrus,needa tell you that everything that will happen have their own reason but not ever relate my boyfriend a little,this is not the way I protecting him but it is just the fact,he get nothing wrong on both situation.

I just need to enjoy my life now.

Some happiness happens still among all the sad-ness.
I spend my virgin time for WANGSA WALK and so on my baby's first time.
We have some bowling games which baby really not bad in it,he could easily get ''strike'' and ''spare'' which I always support the ball to roll in to the drain~haha!
I enjoyed the moment baby taking bus together with me,having breakfast with me in the market.WOhohoho~
It is just like the life after married.
We go sg.wang together and buy lots of stuff like maggi mee?chocolates?egg?vege?hotdogs?
Haha,and we spend our time inside the kitchen and mess up everything end up with two bowl of yummy maggi mee with eggs and hotdogs.But I really feel enjoy when the moment we looking each others funny face on tasting it.
We still can get our dessert that is ''chocolate'' the minty one~My favourite always.

And after the bowl of maggi,we feel that is not enough full,we can still eat the break with peanut choco jam =) wuuuhoooo ~
Life spend like that was really great.
I hope everything could be settle down easily.
I don't hope to sleep alone but I wan baby's hug in every moment before I close my eyes~=)

Sunday, June 6, 2010

恩~

没什么说了,
=)
这不是比赛,不用认输,
不会有人难做,不用怕你令到任何人难做~


~~~♥♥♥给曾经最亲爱的你

WTH!!(如果你还有珍惜我们的友谊,都应该不会用这个做为标题吧~哈哈,就算时以前我生气,我写的题目,都只是‘呐喊’而已~你懂为什么我会写呐喊吗?因为我真的不开心到只是想呐喊,不开心为什么我们要搞到那样)

你可以不用弄到我讨厌你吗?
(曾几何时,是你要用这句话来和我说,而不是我和你说,我都不懂~如果我真的真的弄到了,那你讨厌吧~或许我开始读这个部落的时候,我会想说:我几时弄到你讨厌我了?但是读完后,只想说,那~你讨厌吧~反正我们的距离已经不靠近了)

我知道现在的你很讨厌我
(我没有~我只是心淡)

可是想想你曾经对我的好
我们在一起的回忆
还不至于让我讨厌你
(我应该说什么呢?应该很直接的说,你也不用去想我有没有对你好了,因为我曾经对你的好,只是想把你变得很好,就真的希望你变到更正面的东西,怎样穿着,怎样谈吐,怎样把自己变得在别人眼里比较高尚,不要把自己的名字搞到不好,虽然我自己没有很好,但是我只想把我懂的都和你说,就想我做错事的时候,你会来阻止我那样~但是,你已经慢慢的在反抗,尽量写部落的时候,把自己最真实的一面说出来吧~不要因为懂别人在看所以把自己写得很美丽~如果你真的不至于讨厌我的话,你不会写这个部落,你也不会以wth来命名~很荣幸的说,我真的已经放下你了,因为我都没有哭了丫~)


我知道你很关心我
可是关心一个人不是这样的
(原来你还懂我是关心你的丫~那我还有一点觉得没有后悔当初的关心,至少你懂~你明明懂我在关心你,但是,你却说,关心一个人不是那样的。如果真的不是那样的,那你为什么懂我在关心呢?原因是因为,在某一个你坚持的时候,你选择放弃了我对你的关心,而说成关心一个人不是那样的~)
我也有自己的隐私
不是什么东西我都应该告诉你的
(对丫,每个人都有私隐的,那么,当初我没和你说我和宏明的事,而你在老鸦口中才知道的时候,为什么你那么生气?原因真的是因为我们骗你?我也没有骗你丫,只是没说而已,那也是我的私隐,为什么你愤怒呢?不要说自己没有,因为当时的我,也觉得自己隐藏你失措的~当然,今天,你为了说你自己的对,而把事实颠倒,我不怪你,只是要认清我们友谊的退后=) )

有时候你真的很不顾别人的感受
说的话有点过分
可能你会觉得,反正都已经是很好的朋友了
应该不会怎样
可是相反的,如果人家这样对你呢
(很多时候,我很直接,因为,我害怕拐弯抹角会听不出我对你说话真真的意识而误会了会把我们的感情变不好,你记得吗,在gogo唱歌的时候,我唱的最后一句‘两个人手以牵让命运都改变’,我唱斗音了,你说,‘yirr,geli''过后我忘了是谁说了一句’那样讲话很伤人也’,你却说,‘直接是我们的相处方式’但是现在的你却说了我讲话很过分,但是你在说别人坏话的时候,你哪一次有不过分呢?恩~)

不知不觉,你已经弄到自己有很多敌人了
(不是不知不觉,是每一次我都懂我会得罪到谁,而为什么我会选择继续,自然有我的原因)
当然你会说,你根本不介意
因为你已经有了你的另一半
(今天,不管我有没有另外一半,我都会不介意,不要拖宏明下水来带给别人我有重色轻友的意识来拉cyrus下水和你一起站同一阵线,你一定会否认,但是很多事情,心知肚明,我从以前到现在,要和人吊臭,哪一个是不吊臭的?有关到我有没有另一半的事吗?你很清楚~)

是,我是跟你说过我很讨厌他
那是因为之前我并不认识他
(原来,你也会因为不认识,听到别人说而讨厌一个人的丫?那么你口口声声现在怎么好像说成这种习惯你没有的?)
不知道他是怎样的人
(原来你现在那么了解他了呀?i see)
我sister讨厌,我就跟着不喜欢咯
(原来你可以为了你的sister讨厌然后不喜欢,然而你不能为了我讨厌而不喜欢,对丫~我在你的心里哪里有那么重要?)

可是我跟他相处过后
发现其实他并没有很不好
(没有很不好?改吧~应该说他很好,因为他都比我好~=) )
是不是你讨厌的人,都不能是你朋友的朋友
(是你不明白吧~你们是第一天认识吗?如果不是,如果你之前已经讨厌他了,就代表你很早就懂这个人是谁,但是为什么就轮到我讨厌他的时候,你们那么好了?如果,今天,他是特地为了我而跟你好来弄我不爽,他就成功了,那么很直接的我一定会不爽,如果你和我真的是交心的,你会懂,为了我你会不中圈套,而你没有,你反而责怪,只能说,心淡,什么都不会说~)

你曾经和人家说过
不知道为什么要和我说回话
觉得这样很虚伪
那拜托,不需要和我讲话
不要说到好像我诬赖你那样
(我忘记了我几时说过那样的话,我真的忘记了,不是我不要认,你懂我不会说骗话的,我说了我已经在我和你说回话的时候原谅你了,信不信由你,反正都不重要了~)

只是一件那么小的事需要弄到没有朋友做吗
那时的我一声不响地走掉那是因为我想冷静
(你是说你出那个门的时候吗?你想冷静的时候,你就一声不响的走,身为你的朋友的你,就可以真的不担心,恩~那算你对吧~)

还有还有
是不是你讨厌我就要你的朋友都不能跟我做朋友
为什么要那样?
那我是不是也要叫我的朋友不要跟你做朋友
(我没有叫他们不要和你做朋友,我最后一次和你解释,我叫他门不要和我做朋友,因为我不喜欢公私朋友,可以吗?是不是我不要和他们做朋友也要你来管?)

明明上次的事你就很介意
为什么要在我面前说你没有吃醋
如果还当我是朋友的话你应该就会说其实我很介意
为什么要说,如果是你们我不会吃醋
(我介意是你喝到烂醉,我也有介意宏明抱你,但是,如果不是你喝到烂醉,我们扶不到你,宏明会去抱你吗?我介意的只是你喝到烂醉~如果你不喝到烂醉~什么事都不会有~所以我和你说的是,我不喜欢你喝到烂醉~没什么介意那天宏明抱你,因为他不可能不抱你放你给别人抱的~我也不会给~)

我不知道你最近跟家人发生了什么事
你妈妈曾经要我看着你
现在发生了什么事
我也不知道要怎么交代
自己好自为之吧~
(我和我家人的事情你全部都懂~没有其他的变化~)
但愿你今天的选择是对~不要回头了,我不是一个会回头的人。你的决定未必是错的,反正和我做朋友也没有什么好处的,向前去吧=)或许你现在要和他们做朋友才是你想要的,恕我自私,如果是我的朋友,我就不会放着不管,我不想再管你了,所以,我也不想和你做朋友了~=)

Saturday, June 5, 2010

我开心的记载~~~~♥♥♥

这几天都过着那种很开心的生活~
恩~

昨天家里水灾==哈哈~我就在那里玩水~
脚就一直踢水,把水全部都泼到宝贝身上湿湿了~
但是我的嘴巴说的是:宝贝,不要玩了,不要玩了,不要喷我~哈哈~
宝贝好气又好笑的和我说:baby,不要玩了~
我又不听,然后我把水踢到很高,宝贝全身湿了,我怕受惩罚就去藏起来~
哈哈~到最后他还是抱着我然后喷我水~哈哈哈哈~
然后他叫我抱抱,我就说:我不要抱那种湿湿的人~
哈哈哈哈哈~是很开心的~ =)

昨天,当然无法忘记的就是我的两个新朋友~
sherween和charlene~
哈哈~我们去牛顿吃东西,我和charlene就去发挥我们叫东西吃的本事,
哈哈,我们都是属于那种叫了,吃一口,就不要吃了的~
哈哈~由于被宝贝教乖了,我就摆脱了这个习惯,但是昨天,我们却一起养成这个习惯~
哈哈~我们的肚子都抱到涨起来~哈哈~我们看到炸鸡排还有三块,
我们四个人,就玩,latdalilatdatlitdambom~哈哈~宝贝不懂怎样玩==没有童年的~哈哈~
过后,我赢了,他们三个就吃咯~辛苦了~hohoho~哈哈~

然后,我们转场喝茶,我们去了uncle john,我们很直接,不拐弯抹角,就说了很多心里的话,
全部人的秘密,都说了出来~哈哈,宝贝的,我的,哈哈~
原来几个八公八婆在一起时是很开心的~哈哈~~
然而,希望nicky和sherween就可以那样和解吧~我们以后就可以一起去玩了丫~

我们几个,因为能在那么短的时间就玩得那么开心,仿佛就是因为臭味相同吧~
因为我们都是那种---不会和别人沟通,不喜欢交朋友的人吧~
哈哈,或许我们不能虚伪,不懂要怎样假扮,当然我们有时也会觉得某些人特别美,性格特别好,
但是,这些淡淡的欣赏,或许也不称为让我们去和他人做朋友的推动力的,
我们属于比较被动,比较生活在自己世界的人吧~
所以我们讲话很简单,就仿佛很多时候会出现这两个字:har nor har nor..
哈哈哈~因为觉得故事里的人,像自己的性格,才会有那样的反应的吧~哈哈~

痛快的吐出心声后,大家对彼此的了解更深,毕竟我们的话题,并没有存在谎言~=)
所以听的人和讲的人都很舒服~=)
charlene那个丫头,竟然因为没有朋友和他同班而很紧张,很没有安全感~
哈哈,sherween还讲要陪他去上课~哈哈~
aijorjor,不可以酱~哈哈~哈哈哈~

再过后,我们就再转场去station1和ryan,katherine喝茶,不久,bobby也来了~
我们就7个人喝茶~聊天咯~
我们的肚子真的很涨==不懂几时会水肿~哈哈~
下了大雨~sherween的baby打了给他很多次~sweet~哈哈~
四年的感情了,真的是羡慕,我也要警惕我自己,不要轻易放弃我的baby~

嘻嘻,回来后,我和bobby玩卡~baby也一起玩,玩下玩下才发现水灾的~=)

好了,今天就到这里~

很开心宝贝为了我拆开了他的piercing~他现在一个piercing都没有~
谢谢你baby~=)
我爱你~

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

幸福记~~~♥♥♥

昨天是值得开心的一天~
虽然发生的东西,是很负面的,但是,对我而言,那没什么,反而,是很幸福的~

因为某些原因,宝贝得换房间,
从一间master room,有厕所的房间,换去一间大概是二分之一的房间~
那个还不是问题,问题在于,那间房间堆积的就是厚厚的灰尘,
窗户是满满的灰尘,就像刚下过雪的,风扇也是,就连墙壁都是堆积着蜘蛛网~
哈哈,都不像是有人住过的,首先,我得安抚宝贝的心情,因为我懂他一定气坏了~
过后,我们就开始大扫除~
动工啦!扫地,拖地,抹窗,抹墙壁....还真的华了满久的。
再过后,就搬东西,把一些有的没的全部都丢了,毕竟位子不够了丫~

*我其实很开心,虽然或许在你们眼中那都是一些很无谓的东西,但是,你们永远不会懂我的感受,我从来都没有做过这种工吧..或许有都是上次很小的时候爸爸刚买一间公寓的时候吧~哈哈~而我应该都是去那边跑来跑去而已吧~而这次搬家去半独立式的时候,我都没有做到工,妈妈叫钟点工人去的,所以丫~嗯,我还记得我去用拖地把去扫天花板,哈哈,很开心下的~

过后,我们要谢谢wilson teh,因为丫,他载我们去jusco买东西,买什么呢?买家具~哈哈,这个是我真的从小到大都不曾做过的东西,那个堆尘到仿佛下雪的风扇就算了吧~买新的,但是换了towel fan也好,还是很热,真的很热到我们都要睡客厅,站着的冷气太贵了~1399,啊~如果这里有人可以找到便宜的,记得和我说哦~ 过后,那个旧的床单,我也换了~抱枕枕头,全部当然也丢了,换了啦~虽然那床单有点贵,但是是美的咯~嗯...
对了,我们还买了门的锁,然后回家看宝贝换锁的时候整个人都呆了,我从来都不懂,那个东西,是可以自己换的~哈哈~还有买的就是香精,因为那个房间有一个味道~呼~

过后,我们就要等我们的英雄bobby来载我们咯,我们就先去吃东西~
我们两个人,尽然可以在jusco吃一个RM40~什么?哈哈~
我们吃的东西有:靠番薯,takoyaki,sushi(一盒),onigiri x3,一个鸡腿,fillet,fries,corocukke,cheese mushroom sausage,milo x2 ..
哈哈,吃到是爽的咯~哈哈~

过后,bobby就来了丫~我们就去吃糖水~他们就吃昨晚没吃到的鸭面~
也蛮开心的,都在讲话讲不停~小鬼,我的宝贝就来和我去吉隆坡咯,看你怎么抢 xD
哈哈~

回家后,我们都齐心协力的做工,就好像friend finder 的 work~哈哈哈~
换锁的换锁,换床单的就换床单~丢垃圾~set-up 风扇~呼...谢谢你们的帮忙丫~
哈哈,过后,那种家的感觉就出来了丫~哈哈~
好温馨~但是,我们还是没有睡房间 =( 但愿有一天天气能不要再那么热啦~

好了,大概就那样,简单就是幸福~
我爱你~半田先生~
我已经上到超级爱level 2.5 了,能上到 level5 就可以嫁了~
哈哈哈哈哈哈~
=)加油噢~=)

kinky,我也爱你~
看到你结婚的video了,要乖要幸福噢~
么么~

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

呐喊

啊~~~~~~
我很不开心~
很不开心~

你不明白,你不懂,根本就不是那样~
我会和你说回话,就代表我原谅了你~
过后,不是你在努力挽回我们的友谊,因为我根本就不觉得它有问题~
然而,是你自己已经有一种逃避我的感觉,是你自己没有察觉到~

你有新对象,如果是以前,你一定争着和我说,哪怕是我不听都好,
你都会说~
但是现在呢?虽然我们是住在同一个屋檐下,但是很可悲的是,
我是最后一个知道谁是你喜欢的新对象~

很多时候,或许你会觉得,我有了宏明,就可能你不用陪我,
但是你从来都不懂,即使宏明的位置是很重要,也不曾代表你的位子是不重要~
但是,你已经很少粘我了,或许这些东西,你不曾察觉,也或许是我的幼稚,
但愿只因为你在我心里是有一个位子,所以我才会察觉到的吧~

我喜欢谁,不喜欢谁,你都懂~
你也很明白我的性格~
我真的不喜欢谁,你也懂~
也是你和我说你不喜欢她先的~然而,是谁现在和他很好?

呼····或许是我不明白,或许是我还小,我不会虚伪~
或许是我看东西看得太透···
当你有事情的时候,你现在很在意的朋友,并没有一个有想过站出来救你~
我虽然没有说我救到你,但是我想去帮你的心没有比任何一个人弱~
但是我不觉得你有很珍惜我的朋友,只能说,在你部落里面提到的,还是你很疼的那5个姐妹~
我并不是再吃醋,也不是在针对谁,只是你写到那样,我有点心淡,所以我解释,希望你们sister看到了也会明白,我是对事不对人~

很多东西,我不断地好像姐姐那样在教你,
就如果我觉得对的,我一定会教你,虽然不能说你跟着我的路走一定对,
但是至少我有一番疼你的心吧~我觉得错的,我就不想你去做,
就算你真的做了,你后悔了,你哭了,我还是会心痛~
虽然很气为什么当初不听我的,但是还是不想失去你一个朋友,
生气完全是因为太在意你而起~
然而,我并没有想过你要报答我什么,或是得到什么,
至少,可以不要伤害我吗?
我会断绝我们的facebook,也只是不想再看到一些有的没的,
就是那样简单~

呼····
不懂要继续写些什么了~
我现在也很辛苦~

或许,我真的不是你人生里面需要的朋友,
毕竟,你喜欢的东西,我不喜欢~
或许,你可以交一些和你一样的朋友,
哪怕我喜欢他们还是讨厌他们,也和我没关系了,
毕竟,我们也没有关系了~

为了让自己不再为你伤心,
所以我把你在我心里面的位子拔掉~
当我自私吧~

如果你相信的话,
我曾经为你伤心过很多次~
第一次就是我很任性的追半田先生的时候,
第二次就是你任性的踏出门那一刻~
而第三次就是这次了~

我为你哭的次数是很多,
但是加起来都是因为这三件事而已~
哈哈,你应该要很开心哦~因为别人丫,我一次机会都没有给,
哪怕第一次犯错,我已经赶她下车了···

不用担心,我们的美好回忆是很多很多的~
我不会把它忘记~